American Idol Kelly Clarkson: "I wanted to kill myself" when I was "really skinny" 10/24/2017 Kelly Clarkson wanted to kill herself during "a very dark" time in her life. Read More RELATED NEWS 'American Idol' Season 1 finalist Nikki McKibbin dies at age 42 Kelly Clarkson says her weight reflects her happiness -- "It's when I'm fat that I'm happy"Kelly Clarkson: "I wanted to kill myself" when I was "really skinny" TAGS: American Idol Kelly Clarkson
